So let me be

A quick unique introduction? Hehe, hmm.. I'm going to get a couple of the surveys or the 20 type question quiz thinga majig from friendster, and answer them as fast as I can, so that my brain waon't fry on me.

1. NAME: Cindy Jeddalyn Perez

2. DO YOU THINK YOU'RE NORMAL: It would be a stretch to claim that I am...in plain English, no. What is normal? I mean each individual is unique in every way- SO I'm brave to say NO!

3. DO PEOPLE FIND YOU STRANGE: That's what they always tell me. Yeah 5th grade, Susan Makinda wrote "Cindy, keep being WEIRD!" in my year book!

4. DO YOU BELIEVE IN GOD: It depends on when you ask me...the faith in a divine creator is linked to the simple physics equation that dictates force in relation to speed and mass. Let's assume that force (faith in God) is constant (well, there was a study that suggests the human brain is wired to believe in a superior divine being...), so speed and mass are the influential denominators. Thus, if force is constant, pushing an apple would be easier than pushing a watermelon. This is because speed and mass is inversely proportional.

This example also can be used literally. The more...er, speed, shall we say, is involved, the less likely I will be going to mass (church service) because that would be...well, a drag (refer to force). Thus, the more speed I have, the less mass I'll need to achieve force (in this case, I probably think I'm God). I haven't really tested this out in the other direction though, I loathe to think of sitting through mass.
However, if I'm sober when you ask me, I'll just say "Yes" to make you go away. Hehe it just sort of simplifies everything else I'd be yacking on and on and still oppose anyone who disagrees, but???

5. DO YOU SING A LOT: Yes. I dare say that some of my exultations would not be classified as "singing" though. How can it be classified as singing when your friends apologize to people around you for being "extremely overtly happy"? What? So I try, and I try hard, been on stage and sung while someone was freaking bashing on and on about how I sang bad and all that (what? "all that" because I don't know how to end my sentences). You know how you go into comeday bars, I was forced to sing, but I loved every moment of it, of course had a big smile on my face, if I was to make a big kluts out of myself just get on with it and have fun, imagine me with a mic and hand actions plus a bad voice. *evil grin* I'd make everyone suffer with my bad voice.
Ask them if I was singing?

6. DO YOU BACKSTAB: I don't. I'll say it in front of your face and I wouldn't care, that's why I get into trouble alot.

7. ARE YOU A GOOD FRIEND: I wish I could say yes, so that I'd be suprfantabulous in everyone's eyes. But tell you what, loyalty is important to me.

8. ARE YOU IN LOVE: This question is rather ambiguous...it doesn't state the object of affection. Please ask "...with rocks?", "with your boyfriend?", or something like that.

9. ARE YOU YOUNG: To use a cliche, I've learnt a lot and I still have a lot to learn.

10. EVER BEEN A LEADER OF SOMETHING: Yes, lots of things in small ways.

11. EVER KILLED A LIVING CREATURE: I think the question would be better phrased as "killed someone". Who hasn't killed a "living creature"?

12. LAST ODD THING DONE: This quiz. I haven't done this in a long time and I'm not the type to do it.

13. DO YOU WEAR MAKE-UP: Yeah, I love looking like a clown.

14. DO YOU REBEL: I would for a good cause. Even for a bad one. ;)

15. EVER STARTED A FIRE: What is this? Questions for children or people of under average intelligence? Yes, I have started a fire. No, I don't like fires, but yeah I have I was young at the time I you know how kids are like---"ooooh, fire! nice color!"
The question would be better phrased as "Ever committed arson?"

16. DO YOU THINK YOU'RE EVIL: Everyone has the potential to be evil, under the right circumstances. Man is inherently evil, and don't you think otherwise. You can be evil too.
I'm not though. I don't think I am anyway.

17. DO YOU LIKE LYING: No. It's inevitable that you'll get caught up in it. It is sometimes necessary though. Just ask veritas. Oh what a tangled web we weave, when we conspire to conceive.
Please don't correct me on that quote. I know it's not how it really goes. I like this version just fine. Let it be.

18. DO YOU REGRET: Not really, why? When you live your own life and not let anyone dictate life's decisions for you.

19. DO YOU HAVE A BESTFRIEND: Lots, humans, animals, humans who are animals.

20. DO PEOPLE HATE YOU: Yes. You can't expect everyone to like you. ;)

21. DO YOU HATE PEOPLE: Of course. I hate a lot of people. I'm a hater hater. ;)

22. CAN YOU KILL SOMEBODY: Hmm...I doubt it...I can't! This is where I'm weak.

23. DO YOU CUT YOURSELF?: Nope. Why waste the energy when there's plenty of people out there who's willing to do it for you? ;) LoL. Anyway I've thought it through millions of times.

24. EVER TASTED BLOOD: Yes. Tastes like chicken. Oh wait...blood, you said? That tastes like metallic water.

25. DO YOU CARE WHAT OTHERS MAY THINK OF YOU?: I think everyone does to a certain extent. I don't care about the opinions of people I don't like, but I do care about the opinions of people I like. Well, a couple of them anyway.

26. EVER DONE ANYTHING OCCULT: That is so adolescent angst type behavior...been there, done that, bought the T-shirt, and it says "The occult - Admission only for kids 14 years and below".
What? Do you think chanting paeans to Satan to bring misfortune over your enemy while killing a goat will get you anywhere?

27. ARE YOU GOTHIC: Gothic people are lame. Please see #26 for the reasons.
"The world is a depressing dark void?"
I heard that real Goths (haha) commit suicide. Are you hardcore enough, goth?
The final exit?
Dare you do it?
A) Yes
Bye.
B) No
Bitch...please, you're not goth, STFU and go away.

28. CONSUME DRUGS: I don't need to answer this.

29. WHAT DO YOU WEAR: Clothing. :)

30. YOUR SKIN COLOR: I'm Filipino, I'm tan or brown.

31. DO YOU LIKE THE SUN: Hell, no. It brings into stark relief what the darkness hides. It also brings out the Shadow People and makes me disoriented. Go away.

32 .HAVE YOU LOST SOMEONE YOU LOVE: Hmm...I've been dumped before, if that's what it means.

33. HOW DOES GRIEF FEEL:
GRIEF FEELS GOOD!
Oh, grief...I thought this was a trick question, asking about some random guy called GRIEF. Well, grief doesn't feel all that good, so I suggest leveraging modern pharmacology and make grief go away with the various substances that the wonderful world of food chemistry has given us.

a. TO FORGET
Butternut Chocolate Bars

b. TO IGNORE
Maltesers

c. TO NOT CARE
Twix and Icecream

Things to avoid:
a. MMDA
May greatly exacerbate grief during the comedown.

b. Alcohol
Because you'll regret it the next day.
Things which may work:

34. YOUR ROLE MODEL: I guess my dad.

35. YOUR HEART DESIRES TO BE WITH WHOM: The one who can save me, rehabilitate me and walk with me down the right path. The loyal, fiercely loving and protective savior who can pull me up from the one way spiral downwards. Hallelujah!

36. YOUR LISTENING TO: Nothing at the moment.

37. DO HATE YOURSELF: Heh. It's funny, this question cropping up. Yeah, I guess I do, or else I won't be so motivated into bettering the current version of me into the future version of me.

38. DID THIS QUIZ MAKE SENSE: I've never seen one that does. It was great knowing you though, you gave me a chance to say things I normally won't blog about.

39. PARTING WORDS: For God sent his Son to lead the wild into the ways of the Man...follow me!

40. WHO DO FEEL LIKE KILLING RIGHT NOW?:No one, life is already living hell- beautiful.

Next!
I don't know if this is meant for substituting the letter of the alphabet for something else or using the same form words, but precedence seems to suggest it's a pre-formed quiz, so here goes:

A - Age: 23
B - Band listening to right now: It's not a band...silence.
C - Career in future: A job that pays me an obscene amount of money to do nothing.
D - Dad's name: DAD
E - Easiest person to talk to: Tin Estacio
F - Favorite song at the moment: I don't have favorites, Umm.. Babydoll
The last that ever she saw him,
Carried away by a moonlight shadow.
He passed on worried and warning,
Carried away by a moonlight shadow.
Lost in a river last Saturday night,
Far away on the other side.
He was caught in the middle of a desperate fight,
And she couldn't find how to push through.
G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: Bears, just because, they're cute.
H - Hometown: Jeddah, KSA
I - Instruments: I did Violin till Grade 4, memorized some strings on an electric guitar, played in the band with A T-bone 5th-6th grade That's it.
K - Kids: Yes please, I love kids although I'm unsure if I'd be a good parent (alot of people seem to think so)..
L - Longest car ride ever (longest trip by car): Going to Baguio.
M - Mom's name: Mrs. Perez, like mine except my title is just Ms. Perez
N - Number of siblings: 3.
P - Phobia[s]: Getting infected with HIV, roller coasters, roaches etc. etc. I'll still be here writing if I'm going to put everything down.
Q - Favorite Quote(s): Condemnant quod non intellegunt. It's Latin for "They condemn because they do not understand".
R - Reason to smile: Dadi- yes and no one else.
S - Song you sang last: I don't even know the title.
T - Time you wake up: 4am.
U - Unknown fact about me: I'm afraid of becoming fat and have never gone to a quack doctor about it because although I'm an impulsive eater I still keep fit, umm I used to be a "buli"..bet you never thought about that.
V - Vegetable you hate: I don't like most vegetables...
W - Worst habit: Choosing the path of least resistance when it comes to my hearts desires over my lovely smart mind..
X - X-rays you've had: I've had several...first for a broken fracture and second for me teeth, and more..
Y - Yummy food: Oriental.
Z - Zodiac sign: Aquarius, the water bearer, I love the water too and someone has said that water will be the cause of my death.

This one is fitting too:
Adventurous and energetic
Pioneering and courageous
Enthusiastic and confident
Dynamic and quick-witted
Selfish and quick-tempered
Impulsive and impatient
Foolhardy and daredevil

Last Set

FAVORITE number?
23

FAVORITE time of the day?
5 o' clock onwards...

FAVORITE friend?
I don't have a "favorite" one, people change, friendships change, the answer would be different the next time you ask, so there's no point in answering this.

FAVORITE weather?
Cold, cold, cold. ;)

FAVORITE enemy?
I have the same answer to this one as to the "FAVORITE friend" question. These things are too dynamic.

FAVORITE hobby?
Tweaking, writing while tweaking, just tweaking, tweaking with tweaking, and oh, tweaking.

FAVORITE food?
Anything yummy in my tummy

FAVORITE expression?
Haay naku.

FAVORITE website?
Don't have one.

FAVORITE book/magazine/newspaper?
Well, I've considered many books to be my favorite books in their time. It's another unanswerable question.

FAVORITE song?
I don't have one, how many freakin times do I have to answer to this.
I'm on a mission
To become multi lingual.
A slow progression
.................???
I'm on a roll
No self control
I'm blowing off steam
Well, I don't know what I want
That's just all that I've got...
And I'm picking scabs off my face...
Every hour my blood is turning sour
And my pulse is beating out of time
I found a treasure filled with sick pleasure, and it sits on a thin white line
I'm on a mission
I got no decision
Like a cripple running the rat race
Wish in one hand, shit in the other, and see which one gets filled first.